I'm Back...

...after some time off- having a baby. Wow! I emailed his birth story so I won't repeat. Just a few pics. I somehow thought that we would be "on a schedule" already but he's kind of ruling my world still. 2 weeks tomorrow. We are getting the hang of eating and sleeping is not a probelm (yet). It's amazing how parts of the day (24 hour cycle) go by so fast and others really drag. It's also amazing the things I think of at 3am. Weird memories have come flooding back to me in the wee hours of the morning. Nothing worth mentioning- just random thoughts.

My mom has taken the week off to be with us, so I really haven't experienced a true day of just Fischer and I. Next week could be a whole new ball game.

The Nursery

Here is the nursery. A little action today but way too much information for the masses. Maybe tonight's the night...

Still Waiting

Of course there'e no sign of any action or the phone calls would be going out- not the posting.

What a strange time. Lethargy. Is that a word? I feel lethargic, bored, tired, scared, anxious, curious, and big. Last week breezed by but this week may be a bit more slow in passing. I am excited but I am also scared of having someone scream at me day and night. I know that everyone and everything I read is just trying to prepare me for reality, but A) Can I really be prepared for this? and B) When does the fun part come? Delivery doesn't ound too fulfilling and sleepless nights and exhaustion sound even more appealing! I am really wondering what we got ourselves into...

How do I really enjoy this time when I don't know what to compare it to? It's a whole new world that I cannot quite fathom just yet.

The boys had fun at the football game last Saturday. Here's my men in action.

Just testing the whole blog thing- here's a site that I really liked (and still do): http://www.babycenter.com

and another:
http://www.coach.com
Because what girl doesn't need a coach bag?.

Let's Get This Party Started

Had a great 30th Birthday. Could have possibly been the best birthday ever! My husband, family and friends are all amazing. I spent the entire day with the people I love the most, doing what I love the most- minus the buzz.

Waiting on Fischer. I am not sure of his timing, but I will be ready next week. Maybe Wed, because I have lunch plans on Tuesday. It is so amazing to me that he will just check out when he's ready. Like I have no say in the matter. I'm just waiting on him to send the signals. And then...life as we know it will never be the same. As much as I have read, prepared and planned, it probably won't sink in until it actually happens.

Not sure if this is a good idea or not (the blog, not the baby), but seemed like fun at the time. Guess I'll see by other's reactions. This just seemed like a good way to track our progress; and a somewhat non-intrusive way to share what's going on- pictures, events, etc. No pressure on your end to reply either. Another way to look at the blog would be just another extension of my personality. An egotisctical outlet. What would make me think that people are that interested in my thoughts? Only the fact that I am bringing another person into the picture. I kind of feel like those people who write the form letter at Christmas time. There's a first time for everything...